2007 |
2008 |
2009 |
In his rare honesty, I felt so much love for him that my heart couldn't hang on to the unforgivables any longer,
just like that I had more admiration for him than ever.
We walked and talked for hours, sat by the river and danced in the street, watched the Sun rise and then: he went back to his life and I headed back toward mine.
Once we were apart it hit: I felt like I'd been beaten to near death. By the man I love the most.
I was overwhelmed with sadness. Grief.
2010 |
In cases such as this, it does not matter whose fault it is.
Furthermore, time does heal, but not if you spend it trying to make sense of the past. The answers will come on their own, in their own time.
I'm letting go. It's over. I'm going to play on the floor with my babies, sleep well, stop worrying and embrace this second chance.
After all, of everything he's ever given me, letting me go was the greatest gift of all.
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